sometimes I wonder
if the timing just wasn’t right,
if I had came to you any sooner
maybe then we would still talk every night,
if I could have made you laugh a little longer ,
perhaps I could have kept you prolonged in my sight,
if I would have just told you that I liked you
if that would have even been a surprise,
if I accepted my own feelings,
before you decided not to share your own,
because now I sit and wonder
If my perception of us stood all alone,
and I wonder if you ever had regret
any regret at all,
particularly on how things left off,
because now when we pass by each other we don’t even exchange a smile,
and it feels like I never knew you at all,
and I think that’s what hurts the most
because I thought you were genuine,
I thought together we’d be prodigious,
I thought I knew you so well
but now with time I’ll have to move on,
and our memories will cease to ring a bell